That was a great experience for me in visualizing my emotions💙

This a story of my own, where i tried to translate to a viewer some of my feelings and thoughts through visual effects on my computer.

These animations might appear differently to different people. For me, i guess, the grey sphere represents depression, loss of sense of life, emptiness, or simply boring days. The blue sphere, on the other hand, – is hope, a new interest, a new friend, love, something that keeps me up late at night or makes me willingly open my eyes in the morning.

The blue sphere isn't always with me. Moreover, i see it extremely rarely, and that used to make me really sad. I felt like there was no point in living, unless i have something new & crazy & interesting everyday. But that, of course, is unrealistic and, to be honest, unnecessary. Our lives mostly consist of the grey stuff, and now I believe that there is nothing bad about it. The blue wouldn't be so good if it wasn't for the grey.

So now I try to love my grey routine and catch as much of the blue magic as i can.

I hope that you do to🖤

Thank you for watching!